I’m accustomed to having guests on my blog, but it’s been a while since I’ve posted on another. Thank you Eclectic Bard Books for having me over! By the way, they have this really cool coffee bar in the lounge. It has those flavor things like you find at the gas mart! I noticed what looks like a wine fridge below, but since it was early I didn’t want to be nosy. Well, not too nosy. Writer’s are innately curious, you do understand that, right?
HOT DAMN! They have my favorite wine!!
Hi, I’m Ellie.
On to the topic of the day.
Have you ever tackle a home improvement project that you thought was a simple matter but turned into a much larger project?
For example, a few years ago I decided to update our guest bathroom. Pain and a few themed decor items would have put the total cost around one hundred and twenty dollars. However, we ran into feature creep. The faucet was leaking so that had to be replaced. The commode had leaked and damaged the flooring so the wax seal and flooring were replaced. The shower curtain was torn in the process, so that had to be replaced. By the time the feature creep had stopped my one hundred twenty-dollar update cost us nearly a thousand.
The same thing applies in storytelling. Red Wine & Roses is a good example of this. Originally I had posted a flash fiction piece inspired by an image of a red rose with dew drops on Storytime Trysts. Flash fiction is a way to prime the pump so to speak. Some of my writer friends use fan fiction, some use flash fiction, some use prompts when they feel the pump needs priming, or are experiencing writer’s block.
A few months prior to this, an online friend suggested flash fiction to me. I dismissed it. Another hosted a flash fiction Friday feature on their blog. Maybe. Then I was involved in a blog hop and one of the assignments was a flash fiction piece. * head desk*
Fine. If I have to. I guess.
Flash fiction has kept me in the writing habit when I’ve been stalled on my WIP. I have a file that I keep my attempts in, a few I am pleased with. Most are just practice and shall never see the light of day. They will remain locked for all eternity in a closed file within the depths of my computer. AHEM.
This one kept drawing me back, the characters demanding more time than the brief glimpse I had written. An opportunity arose, a specific call for a publishing house that I felt – this story fit perfectly. In a very short matter of time I had expanded it to ten thousand words, which was the limit for the call. Well, in all honestly I had to pare it down to meet the requirements as it exceeded it by quite a bit.
It was rejected. *hangs head*
The writers come out of the woodwork to tell you that rejection is part of the game. Stephen King has received X many rejections. J.K. Rowling received X many rejections. ‘INSERT your favorite author here’- received X many rejections. I know it’s well-intentioned, but it doesn’t make the sting any less painful.
I shelved it. I was frustrated. I told my closest friends that I quit. I didn’t write for weeks.
Then Abyrne, in his gentle tactful manner essentially jerked the slack out of me and my little pity party and put it into blunt terms for me. I cried. I thought about it. I cried some more. (Hey, I’m a woman. It happens.) Then, swallowing my pride, I let a few out of the file drawer. Derek and Julia pleaded for my attention. I took a hard look at the rejected manuscript and the deleted scenes. There was a larger volume of the story untold.
I had to ask myself -Why do I write?
Because I am compelled to write. Whether it’s a psychological processing of data, or a creative nature, or wild imagination, the bottom line is I write because I LOVE writing. There is a thrill that I’m going to step out on a limb here and compare to an addict. Don’t get all with me for belittling addiction. There are many levels of addiction. I know I have an addictive personality. With specific symptoms of OCD, and ADD (squirrel!) I am fully aware of the “writer’s high” when I nail a scene. The euphoric elation when I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this, this last part I just wrote is solid gold. Sadly, it doesn’t happen as often as I would like.
It’s much like a mining process! Dirt, dirt, rock, more dirt, another rock, bigger rock, crystal ( nice), dirt, rock, GOLD!
My little flash fiction piece has expanded to some 85,000 plus words.
Oh, I might mention that there was much chocolate and coffee consumption during the process as well. It’s good to have real friends that care enough to speak truth to you and not feed you sugar frosted bomb puffs. It takes a village.
Who picks you up when you fall in the mud? Who walks you hone when you’ve lost your way? Who sets you back on track when you’ve derailed?
I am glad they let me come to this village. I like it here. They have coffee.